“I know your works: you are neither cold nor hot. Would that you were either cold or hot! So, because you are lukewarm, and neither hot nor cold, I will spit you out of my mouth.” Revelations 3: 15-16
I know many of my followers are in conflict. Trump fans that have now realized the con job. People that are “just spiritual, but not at a church.” People that suffer from a trama with organized religion. Stop thinking about religion as a prelude to your spirituality. God seeks you no matter what. Stop thinking that your allergic reaction to church precludes your holiness. God is always on and always seeking you.
The point is that religions have always proclaimed the high road. The gatekeepers to Heaven. While there is value in this, God seeks you. God loves you. He wants his church to find you and rescue you. But if you are facing conflict, please understand that love and safe harbor are always available to you.